Golden card.

I had a weird dream tonight. I went to the Golden Cheap Gym. “Golden card.” For those with the golden card, the doors are wide open for 24h, everyone should have the right to exercise at 3am. Just swipe it and get in, completely anonymous. You are only a number, Read more…

I Broke My Fast Today

Fasting Day 5. You can read about day 4 here: https://gritandpassion.com/2018/11/extended-fasting-is-it-worth-it.html I broke my fast with an apple at 12pm on Tuesday. This steamed apple, it was the best thing, (well, second best thing after the raw steak), I have ever eaten. I haven’t consumed any food from Friday evening. Almost Read more…

Terrible Night’s Sleep

Fasting Day 3. You can read about day 2 here: https://gritandpassion.com/2018/11/fasting-first-proper-day.html Yesterday night was disturbingly terrible. I woke up several times, from massive back pain. It was a foreign, dull pain from my sacrum going down to my legs and around my buttocks and lower back. It would almost disappear when Read more…

Everyday life

EN Small, daily chores, dinners, a bus ticket, a gym pass,a short walk, conversation with a stranger,rain, letters and unpaid bills. Everyday life. Here even the biggest ideas and matters of the highest importance diminish and fade in the face of personal problems, disease and small changes in brain chemistry. Everything was already there,nothing is Read more…